December Discourse: 02

[toujours_nigel]

moetushie asked for Bengali food.

dragonlady7 was looking at options for a real-world ethnicity for Bodhi Rook for The Sled Dog Guy Mystery, and she wasn't very happy with just giving him Riz Ahmed's.
"Why not Bengali Hindu/Buddhist," I said, ever so innocent. "I mean, I could give you pointers for all the culinary stuff, if you did that."
Reader, she made him a Bengali Hindu, and I did try my best to help with the culinary stuff. Mostly I shoved her at wikipedia, iirc.

Look, I have a complicated and at times hostile relationship with Bengali food. I don't eat riverine fish, I can't eat non-fish seafood, and sea fish are prohibitively expensive and I don't much like that either. It's a shock nobody's de-ethnicised me.
Anyhow. Bengali food is just... food, y'know, what I grew up eating, the unmarked category. Of course I later realised what I was eating was probably closer to East Bengali/Bangladeshi cuisine than not, because my mother's side is entirely and my father's side half East Bengali, even if my grandparents were all on this side when Partition went into effect. I didn't realise this in school or even undergrad, because of course it all *sounded* like the same food: dal dal bhat bhat it's the fucking same. I even avoided getting drawn into the hilsa/crab dialogue because I don't eat crab (allergies, aptly enough inherited from my mother).
Instead! I realised there were culinary differences in my first year of Masters, when my roommate, who could cook and was therefore capable of rescuing me from the university mess' notion of Andhra food, turned out to define everything very differently than me. She used different words for dishes! When she used the same words she cooked them differently! Bengali food was suddenly a marked category! It was all very upsetting.
The reason we're still together is filia_noctis is a nice and tolerant woman who took my bewildered rage nicely. She's also entirely and extremely West Bengali, so we still disagree on most things, like sugar v. chillies in food, and what vegetable best accompanies hilsa, and what oil to use.

The complicated and hostile part of things, other than allergies and aversions, is that I'm fairly indifferent to Bengali food, partly because it's just normal food not worth getting excited about, but also because I don't know how to cook it. I learnt cooking in my Masters, where my mother's instructions over the phone were difficult, online recipes inadequate or overly complicated, and filia_noctis' valiant attempts largely if indeterminately off. So instead I use onion-garlic with everything, when most iconic Bengali Hindu dishes abjure both as they were forbidden for widows; I also primarily cook a violently-simplified Italian for preference, because again garlic in everything and also tomatoes. Bengali food I love the first fortnight I'm at home, but can't reproduce, so my liking for it--such as it is--is a very childish liking for this is how home tastes. It doesn't help that our cook is incompetent at best.

What I do really miss is street food, the snacks available in every sweetshop and several snack-shacks; the cutlets and rolls and puddings of the Raj; the Calcutta-iterations of both Mughlai and "Chinese", adapted by the Lucknow and Chinese/Tibetan diaspora in the city: all the culinary heterogeneity of a port.